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2013-05-23

I may be alone but I’m not afraid
I may be single but I’m not lost
For it is the days and the nights that I long to find peace with in
It is the sun I reach for, and the moon I rest upon
I find a normality in my chaos
I see the world as a launching pad to achieve the impossible
I may get tired and weary, but I don’t let the stumbling stop me
I find a truth in my heart and fire off the guns within my spirit
The supply is an endless fall of flowing knowledge
I am now open and healing
You can not get in my way any more for I will conquer and receive all that I am expecting though glory and grace

— The eyes of an angel

2013-05-16

I feel alone I am not able to adjust
I need to express I need a rest
I wanted to find a solution but I feel like I am going crazy

— Ash

2013-05-11

Aching heart and head

Why do I feel this way? All I was looking for was a companion to share the day with
Does he have intentions to hurt me, or to play?

My head hurts with possibilities
My heart aches with lost love
The balance is off, and there’s too many humilities
Today I cried with a dove.

There is not enough assurance and the world is getting the best of me.
The summer surf has ended.
The wait goes on

I begin to wonder how I can be poetic in the midst of the darkness that I have in my vision
I have lost another friend
What is it about the friends I choose, I am always left alone.
Or is it that I am so horrible to be around?
Do I speak too loudly when I disagree about what is going on around me
It feels like I have been stuck in this heartache for way too long.
I can only feel the fears and cry the tears
My chest is suffocating with negative feelings I want to cry and screm!!
Why do I have to be the one that gets hurt?
I Miss Hawaii and I can only dream of getting away from all this hurt and pain that is up to my throat and deep in my belly.
Please God, help me! Guide me to the better light that is the true way to happiness
Why do I keep allowing myself to get fooled by the fool himself?

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Live

Alone still in science, unhappiness with this man,
He departed into the day
I search myself and I still can not find a way
To come into this world as only me?
Paddle out alone all alone to the raddeling sea
True it is that time has passed us by
I thought I meant enough to you for you to just try
I no longer know the truth
I am just searching for some kind of proof.
How do you do this to me over and over ?

Trying to avoid the problem that is me
How have I become this sad?
The feelings of being apart have left a void in my life
Carry on through the day
No longer needing me there
You are a part of another pair
The truth I fear
For I am not of any value to you
The money is important to you everyday without me
As I reach for the phone
I am resisting reaching out to you
But still time and time again, I will call out for you
Yes I know it’s true,
I am so desperate for you

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Swimming

Swimming In a sea of frustration
Venting out my window through elevation
Okay this is me,
This is what I’m all about
Bring justice and peace without a doubt
And then there is equality
Still that is a whole different tragedy

Well, I will give you these two hands
It’s never too late to learn how to grow
Dreams zone out like waterfalls
Trickle
Obsessed
Like bands on tour

2013-05-08

is it really that easy to disregard my feelings
Am I that much of a shame to you that you have already decided to crush me like this
Am I not allowed to feel hurt and tell you I feel so
And I feel I am the only one in this world not afraid to show my feelings
I am not scared that I will not look cool
I am a starving artist
I am starving for knowledge, for love, for beauty, for a reciprocated intimacy
You are always looking for others approval to in the way that is superficial,
on the surface lacking of love, of beauty, of knowledge
Its you I will never receive. It is you that I will never be good enough for.
Every response is an in insult, it is like a childish game to make fun of my honest expressions of the way I feel the things I am not repressing.
It is you that will have to learn that you lost someone who really cared, or maybe I am chasing an unhealthy need of validation from an unavailable boy. well let me tell you this, I will no longer be available to play. My attention is now focusing up to the one who will guide me to new adventures with other people places and things.

— ANJ

2013-05-02

Vibrant things

(via patientanticipationxoxo)

Source: cryst4lslut

2013-04-27

Poem for truth

It makes me wonder if I ever meant anything to you the way you love her is not the same as what you have shown me
It’s like I am just a figure of your imagination to ease the pain she has inflicted upon you
Why do u treat me this way
me and you can be no more
Set me free
Let me fly I belong to the big screen
I keep finding love in the yearning desire of these inevitable dreams

— Ashlee

2013-04-23

HEY EVERYONE!!
Just a friendly reminder that my company INKED DANCE has its premier concert in just 12 days!!! Make sure you get your tickets in advance!!

Rant consists of 5 pieces, 3 in Act 1, and 2 in the second. I would love if everyone could come show their support not only to me, but to the love of dance!!
❤ Brian Moe
Artistic Director/ INKED Dance

— Brian Moe